Saturday, September 24, 2011

Mozambique Pics from July (Complements to Tiffany Forrester)

Cashew, Mango, and Orange Trees everywhere
World Hope's Cattle Project

At the Cattle Project
From Left to Right: Tiffany, Me, Danni, Todd, Dennis, Zac, and Allan


Bible Stories with Zac
The first drops


An Art Lesson in the Sand
Self- Portraits
The most generous lunch, chicken and rice

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Guatemala and the Mariposa Funeral





I can hardly believe I’m about to do my last trip of the summer.  This summer has felt like a dream.  My plan was to blog all along, but the speed of life didn’t allow for it.  Sometimes hindsight is better anyways.  At the end of May I went to Guatemala with Water’s Edge (College Ministry).

I had never been to a Spanish speaking country at all before.  During the first part of the trip, I kept on asking God, “God, why did you bring me here?”  I knew that I was there for different leadership reasons, but I couldn’t help but feel like there were more reasons.  One first glance at Lake Atitlan and I understood the second reason why I was there.  God was lavishing me.  He was giving me extravagance.  Because I deserve it? No.  Because he loves me, and would take me to one of the most beautiful lakes in the world (CNN & National Geographic) just because he knew I’d love it.

One of the first days there, we went to a school to play with the kids and speak to them about God’s purpose for their lives.  A dozen little girls latched on to my arms, and my high school Spanish gained wings. (granted--- baby wings)  It was play time and they chattered happily at me, and I had no idea what they were saying.  I only caught, “mariposa” (butterfly), and they were together dragging me down an ally way and behind one of the classroom buildings.  One of the little one’s reached into a hole in the ground and pulled out a little dead moth in a little box.  I was in the process of witnessing a mariposa funeral.  It was comical to me, when I had heard “mariposa” I expect any of the numerous big colorful Guatemala butterflies, not a little brown moth.  I made the mistake myself when I was a little girl.  Gathering and nurturing caterpillar through the cocoon stage with great expectation only to find that a little brown moth emerged.

In the middle of the trip the 40 of us met out in the front courtyard of the hotel to worship and pray.  Nearly everyone was crying.  I’m always amazed at how God can use such simple things to do such profound changes in people.

-- People weeping openly about the overwhelming love of God.  People realizing their purpose in life.  People understanding that they are called to holiness.  Only God can do these things.


Children's Ministry.  We are all pretending to be animals in a skit.


Mariposa Girls

View from the Hotel
Spaghetti and Coke 

Bus Rides Everywhere

Carlie and Carolina

Friday, May 27, 2011

Packing for Guatemala

Early this Saturday morning I get to meet up with around 40 of my best friends to go to Guatemala.  I apologize in advance for anyone who was hoping to get any sleep on the 9am flight to Guatemala City.  I'm sorry.

but not really...

My little brother graciously gave me permission to go on this trip.  I felt like I needed it since I'll be missing his high school graduation.  But hey, how many opportunities does a person really have to just up and go to Guatemala?

I'd decided to do a little research tonight before I go, and hopefully start packing a little.

Apparently the weather should be pretty nice.  The high temperatures are around the 70s and low 80s, which should be a nice break from the Oven that is the American South in June.  Looks like there will be thunderstorms though.  It may or may not change our plans to a sports camp with los ninos.  I suppose we'll see.

So excited!!!

Saturday, May 7, 2011

A Chicken and Hen (Ringgold, GA Disaster Relief)

"My name is Willimay."  She shook my hand and smiled at me right in the eyes.  She subconciously brings out my own southern drawl.  Behind us-- flattened mangled houses, a community once scattered with pecan trees older then our country, now they kiss the earth leaves still green.

In front of us-- her house standing firm.  Proud she told me, "We painted it two weeks before the tornado came."  Her neighbors called it Barney because of the specific glossy shade of purple, but not Willimay, she said Jesus wore purple.  "So my house is still standing".

19 people/38 hands started working right away when we got there.  Black trash bags in one hand they went out picking up pieces of rubble: torn shingles rippped from roofs, business papers wipped from office desk miles down the road.  We find a teddy bear far from it's home face down in the woods.

With a tear in her voice, "I've lived here 60 years, and I ain't never seen anything like like this". She breathes deep, "Never anything like this." Ringgold sits in a valley.  It's a small country town. But whoever said tornados don't go through mountains was a liar.  We could trace the destructive path straight up the mountain side.

The chainsaw whines.  I may not be blessed with muscles strong enough to hurl logs off of roofs, or to carry them on my shoulders to the roadside where the government will take them away.  I may not be skilled enough to rebuild a house when the foundations have shifted and water's dripps into living rooms from the ceiling.  The sweat of hard work runs down the brow of our hardworking relief team.  Willimay invites me to walk with her to her church a block away.  We walk through the yard, and she tells me about how after the storm they went to the church to find that the outside of it was completely destroyed, and the inside looked like it had never seen the wind.  The pews, perfectly in line, a basket of artificial flowers positioned on a table up front.  Ironically, the entire North wall wasn't there.  Willimay and I walked through her church parking lot. and she showed me.  We stepped through a gash in the tarp that covered the wide open wall.

She told me, "When we came back to the church the first time after the storm, we found some bibles opened up.  One was turned to Psalm 50, the other turned to Proverbs 1."  At this point I was really wishing that I had a memorized version of the bible on file in my mind, but I tried to remember the references so I could look it up after I got back to the bus since I had a little bible in my purse.  Willimay talked on about how God was telling this community that it was time to get right with him, since time is so short.  I'm amazed at the faith of this woman.  She wasn't mad at God for destroying her neighborhood.

We walked back from the church, and I went to the bus to get my bible.  I read the first few verse and gasped at the third one.

"The Mighty One, God, the LORD, speaks and summons the earth from the rising of the sun to where it sets. 
From Zion, perfect in beauty, God shines forth. 
Our God comes and will not be silent; 
a fire devours before him, and around him a tempest rages." Psalm 50:1-3

I told this verse to a few of the girls, and it sent goosebumps up their arms.  I suppose this is a mighty part of our God that we're unfamiliar with. I walked up to Willimay stating my astonishment with this verse, and she invited me into her living room, and sat her own bible in my lap, and told me to turn to Proverbs 1.  The team still hauling tree branches to the roadside.

“How long will you who are simple love your simple ways? 
How long will mockers delight in mockery and fools hate knowledge? 
Repent at my rebuke! Then I will pour out my thoughts to you, 
I will make known to you my teachings. 
But since you refuse to listen when I call and no one pays attention when I stretch out my hand, 
since you disregard all my advice and do not accept my rebuke,
 I in turn will laugh when disaster strikes you; 
I will mock when calamity overtakes you— when calamity overtakes you like a storm, 
when disaster sweeps over you like a whirlwind, when distress and trouble overwhelm you." Proverbs 1:22-27

My eyes are only opened to the clear whirlwind reference now as I write this.  I asked Willimay, what she though this meant.  She said, "This community for far too long has ignored God.  God is calling them to get right with him.  This life is too short! They need to get right with God now."  She seemed so strong, so full of powerful faith. She's "a voice in the wilderness"  calling people towards God, and yet the Holy Spirit told me that if I asked one more question I might get to see the hidden disaster zone in her own heart.  A simple question, "How can I pray for you?"  Tears welled up in her eyes, and her heart opened wide.

Some people may be skilled at clearing broken trees, but God has me working on broken hearts.  Together, the will of God accomplished.  A beautiful thing.

We walked back outside and pointed to a little funny-looking plant in a pot outside her house, we had a conversation about it for a minute, and then she decided to give it to me.  I told her that I wasn't sure I could take care of it, but she said that if it could survive a tornado, then it could survive for me. hehe It's called a Chicken and Hen.
Chicken and Hen

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

A Reminder

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus." Romans 8:38-39

Sunday, January 23, 2011

A look at the past: Swaziland


How do I go on when I have nothing left to give? I have nothing left to say. What do I do when strength drains out of my legs to walk forward? I stood in the hospital hallway alone looking down into the women's ward filled with beds. Each bed has a different story. Each woman has a family (or once did). Each precious soul grabs at the love of Christ whether they know it or not. I stood there saying to myself "I have nothing left to offer these women". The reality is that most of them are just trying to suck the most out of life in their last few moments before they die from AIDS. So I just stood there. God has begun to reveal to me a secret that should have never been a secret.

2nd Corinthians 12:9
"But he said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me."

This verse is beginning to come to life in me in a new way. I walked into the women's ward. Jesus didn't rip open the ceiling or anything (yet) (Isaiah 64), but by God's Holy Spirit I've been able to form precious relationships with some of the most precious people in the world. God himself has gently got my hand in his and he is taking me on a journey to see his people as he sees them.

He sees the woman's sweet tear that roll down her cheek as she waits for her surgery when she says that her family doesn't even know of she is dead or alive because they live too far away to visit.

He sees the deep pounding loneliness of the 20-year-old young woman lying alone in the hospital bed. She has no one left to comfort her except the strangers God sends. She lets herself cry as she tells me that her mother and father are both dead. I'm reminded that I am just about her age.

He see little Nhloso. He has been in his bed since September. His wounds are starting to rot. God please intervene! He has no family, but he never stops smiling. He never stops praying.

Each bed has a story, and whether I understand it or not God is the author. His love never fails.

[A Blog from Swaziland- March 12, 2008]

Nhloso and I